Its All Gonna Fall Back Into Place

BLOGGERZZZ! Bet ya missed me and my whining ;)
Well im back for good and will blog A LOT more now. sorry to disappoint you all but my lifes been preeeeetty hectic atm. Things are finally starting to sort them selves out tbh and im enjoying it. Bad things have happened but I cant change them. Can only look towards the future eh!
I got a lot to blog about so expect a long one tonight :)
As for now gonna go have a bath
Seinaraaa xxx

I love you

and I love life. I love pretty much everyone in it in different ways. Im just that sort of person and along the way I forgot that. Im gonna fix everything but I need things to get there. If you stand by me and can put your trust in me I assure its the best thing you would ahve ever done. If not then im always here for you. Either way im rebuilding broken things.
You can call me bob the builder ;)
night x

I Hate

How things re going at the moment. Everythings fucking up. So many thoughts in my head and I dunno what to do. If things do end I dont want them to end badly. She's still my friend at the end of the day. I just dont want it to end.

She looks to me

There was a time when this was true. I used to be your idol. I broke you. Im human i make mistakakes. Im just one of the bad ones. I plan on not being anymore. I plan to make me that man again. The one you loved.

Looks to me like heaven sent
No lullaby kid no five percent

Anyway you want to cut that cake
She's dyin' from the likes of
abandonment

Lost in the valley without my horses
She needs somebody to hold

It looks to me like heaven
Sent this for your roughest night
She looks to me
She looks to me alright

Who's going to take you home
And hold you when things aren't so bright
She looks to me
She looks to me alright

It's a long walk down those tracks
It's a dirty walk in
It's a dirty walk back
Gonna learn awe way too much
Shootin' dope in the back
Of a Cadillac Jack

Slow down the road to my back 40
She needs somebody to hold

It looks to me like heaven
Sent this for your roughest night
She looks to me
She looks to me alright

Who's going to take you home
And hold you when things aren't so bright
She looks to me
She looks to me alright

Down in the South seas
Give me your mouth please
Resuscitation
Is the way i find these
I give you major
You gave me minor
Don't fade away
Like an ocean liner
Now

Lost in the valley
Without my horses
No one can tell me
What my remorse is

God made this lady
That stands before me
She needs somebody to hold

She shows the world up with a smile
And then she throws the fight
She looks to me she looks to me
All right

Down on the bathroom floor
She's searching for another light
She looks to me she looks to me
All right

It looks to me like heaven
Sent this for your roughest night
She looks to me
She looks to me alright

Who's going to take you home
And hold you when things aren't so bright
She looks to me
She looks to me

Errr .... yeahh

Shits happened. Hayley and me broke up. Brendans fault. Im not a happy bunny about that. Got that sorted now though and if brendans good i suppose she might get back with me. Had a talk yesterday after arguing loads. Got a few things sorted out I hope. Not much else to do now. Other than like wait. Got PS3 online again so that will pass time. going on holiday next week that should kill some too. Dad gave me money to get a new flat screen monior so i can have my computer on my desk again and not on my stupidly big tv. which means I can start blogging again.

My overall opinion of life atm ... Meh
Bye
Hayley i love you x