The Closing Call

Well I finally have decided to blog. Ive been ill and to tired to actually right anything interesting after sunday nights affairs. How'z my life going you ask? Still pretty shit. Its funny how love can lift you higher than anything, or plunge you right down in the dirt. I am still infatuated with miss rafter and love her loads. Ive been off school a lot but im gonna change that. Im taking the day off tomorrow to go doctors. Im gonna try and get some antiseptic for my arm as i think its infected the chest seems ok though. And a bigger thing is to hopefully get anti-Depressants. Im trying to get my life in shape but after sunday it all feels a little different. Im still shaken truth be told. I told hayley we basically need to make a few rash decisions to either make or break us. Well were already broken so basically decide to fix or walk away. I hope she chooses the right one. Music wise im currently in love with fightstar. The song Mercury Summer is always playing. Means a lot to me and reflects some of my thoughts. Ill leave you with the lyrics to ponder.
Seinaraaa bloggersssss
Hayley Rafter <3 xxx

I hope you make it through
I hope the scene is just as blue as our dream
We've got a long way to climb
Until we see what we've left behind.

We wake to sound of drums
And we are the soldiers of our own events
We are the keys to the kingdom
And we will never wear clothes again

You get up, move around, every time you hear a sound
What do you expect to see
Every time you look at me?
I know this, is gonna be alright.

Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
In the afternoon
I hope you come back soon
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
You just take your time
I hope to see you

So how can you fall asleep?
So close to the fire that is keeping us warm
Sleeping out in the rough
Just let me know when you've had enough.

You get up, move around
Every time you hear a sound
What do you expect to see
Every time you look at me?

I know this,
this is gonna be alright.

Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
In the afternoon
I hope you come back soon
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
just take your time
I hope to see you.

Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
In the afternoon
I hope you come back soon
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
just take your time
I hope to see you.

Oooh oh-oh

Mercury summer
In the afternoon
I hope you come back
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
Just take your time, I hope to see you
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
In the afternoon
I hope you come back soon
Mercury summer (Mercury summer)
Just take your time, I hope to see you