Ever Noticed How You Fuck Everything Up

You mate are fucked. You make things worse all the time coz you cant sort yourself out. Well you can. But you cant get what you need. Well you can. But you have no patience. Its not your lack of faith. Its your lack of being able to wait for good things to come. Everything sorted and fine. And then you fuck it again. You have a depressive rant and make it seem like you've done something. She dont trust you as it is. Why make her more like what the fuck. Your just fucking it josh. You are a twat. sort it.