Mhmmm

I dunno how to feel at the moment. I'm very mixed feelings about almost everything. I love Hayley and wanna be with her but its killing me waiting for it all. We haven't argued lately so surely that's a good sign. I hope were together soon. Ellie keeps texting me and stuff. Its a lil annoying just coz i know what she wants. Mates my arse. Tbh im missing the good old days with the friends. Saw some vids that made me lol and reminded me there was a time when me and Marcus didnt actually hate each other. As for the pills? I dont know tbh i still feel depressed just not quite so often but that might just be due to the fact things are looking up and may have no coherent affect of the pills. Had my blood test today, went fine, dunno why people are afraid of needles they dont hurt but ya know. Conors getting a £700 metal guitar and me and him are going to play together. Still upset that Hayley, Brendan and hazel are arguing. I wish we had the good old days again. Ahh well im off to bed cba with this anymore ...
Seniara ...
Hayley i love you <3 x